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Jan. 2nd, 2022 11:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elizabethGoddamn it, I just articulated a thing I knew but didn't know I knew: I keep having intense emotional relationships with people several thousand miles away (C., D.) because then I don't have to worry about being "wrong" wrt sex.
*facepalm*
And then I'm sad because people I love are far away, because I love things like hugs and cuddling under a blanket and bringing people a cup of tea before they've noticed theirs has gone cold. And also I resent that being alone is so logistically hard.
*facepalm*
And then I'm sad because people I love are far away, because I love things like hugs and cuddling under a blanket and bringing people a cup of tea before they've noticed theirs has gone cold. And also I resent that being alone is so logistically hard.
