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Elizabeth ([personal profile] elizabeth) wrote2011-06-10 12:26 pm

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Oh my god what.

What was that.

What.

I don't even know.

...yes. I am inarticulate about today's session. Because it was weird.

There was lying down on a couch and lots of quiet and I don't know wtf was going on but I am trying to trust Dr. L because she has been more-right-than-wrong over the past four-plus years.

I am pretty sure we are still working on the "feeling feelings while they happen" thing. I am not sure how this new idea of hers works via-a-vis that, but it does not seem actively harmful, and hey, the likely-apocryphal Edison quote applies here as much as to lightbulbs.("I have not failed 700 times. I have not failed once. I have succeeded in proving that those 700 ways will not work. When I have eliminated the ways that will not work, I will find the way that will work.")

But seriously, even though Dr. L is a smart woman who knows what she's doing, I don't understand how this works. I don't think I have this skill! I don't know how to do this! I don't get how this will turn into having the skill!

Wahhhhh my life is hard.

::sulks and goes to read trashy romance novels at the public library::